ben-c:

2 years ago my left arm was completely clean - not to say i hadn’t self harmed before, just not here. but i think, really, that this was the tipping point.
this was when i didn’t care if i couldn’t wear short sleeves anymore, because i didn’t plan on being around long enough for the weather to get that hot anyway.
this was when i gave up.
but you know, two suicide attempts and an arm cut to ribbons later, i’m still here. sometimes i don’t know why, and sometimes i’m kinda pissed, sure, but hey. i exist.
i exist, even if i’m not happy
i exist, even if i haven’t stopped cutting
i exist, even if i’m miserable with my weight
i. exist.
and i will keep existing, and i will keep relapsing, but that’s okay, because it’s proof that i’m trying.
i have people criticize me for wearing short sleeves in pictures, and you know what?
fuck that. fuck y’all. 
if i wanna prove i’m existing, i will.
i fucking exist.

ben-c:

2 years ago my left arm was completely clean - not to say i hadn’t self harmed before, just not here. but i think, really, that this was the tipping point.

this was when i didn’t care if i couldn’t wear short sleeves anymore, because i didn’t plan on being around long enough for the weather to get that hot anyway.

this was when i gave up.

but you know, two suicide attempts and an arm cut to ribbons later, i’m still here. sometimes i don’t know why, and sometimes i’m kinda pissed, sure, but hey. i exist.

i exist, even if i’m not happy

i exist, even if i haven’t stopped cutting

i exist, even if i’m miserable with my weight

i. exist.

and i will keep existing, and i will keep relapsing, but that’s okay, because it’s proof that i’m trying.

i have people criticize me for wearing short sleeves in pictures, and you know what?

fuck that. fuck y’all. 

if i wanna prove i’m existing, i will.

i fucking exist.

(via ben-c)

dwellerinthelibrary:

professorfangirl:

theletteraesc:

smilelikeyougotnothingtolose:

Cleavon Little did not know Gene was going to say that. The laughter is genuine.

I love that you can see the exact moment when Cleavon Little realizes he’s not going to be able to stop himself from laughing.

Reblogging because Cleavon Little’s smile .

One of my favourite moments in film. I had no idea of the story behind it. :D

(Source: smallnartless, via harrypotter-and-lordoftherings)

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